Sunday, February 19, 2006
I know i've not been updating my blog. I wasn't in the mood at all. Just imagine having your used-to-be wonderful life screwed up by a vegetable?? And people all getting.. ok forget it. i better don say if not ppl will start saying i'm in the fault AGAIN. It is always me u noe. Fine la, i did show hatred towards him but that doesnt mean i should be in the fault every FUCKING time! Wats the problem with u guys?! Eh come on la, i can have my own feelings towards ppl also k. Yea i noe, past does nt equal to future. But it doesnt means we should chg our life 360 degrees! Imagine government stop planting trees. they put CACTUS. Imagine no hdb u live in igloo. GET WAT I MEAN!? Ok, i noe wat u all going to shoot me next. U cannt think like tat ok. Look on the positive side! and then u guys will sigh and go away and start telling ppl how rebellious and stubborn am i? right? Bingo! I admit i am stubborn and rebellious. but now i assure u it is not only me who feels this way. AND DONT fucking blame ME when ppl feels like how i do. it is bloody nt my fault u chicken backside. Stop blaming ppl's feelings..
go on with wat u all are doing i'll shut my bloody cb mouth from now on. just in case i start blabbering nonsense again. Right???? ..bingo.
and FYI. we are nt money machines. neither do we reproduce money. U crave for money so much. i give u an idea. go rob the bank.
We're so motivated. After Ramesh said he has supported us since 1994. which is an amazing 12 years. How wonderful to have such a supporter. How i wish he could come and be our instructor instead=x he speaks really well and he's so funny. He is so motivating also. like wow.
.. ugly bitch. EEEE
Friday, February 03, 2006
I'll maybe changing my url soon. =) i wanted
rubber-duck. but somebody took it away... darn. so i'm thinking of others. Just wait. I'll inform u all soon enough.
No more tears, no more stress, no more spitting of saliva, no more anxiety, no more. Just a smile to drown them all.
1 week, 1 month, is the same to me. As long as it will change us for the better, i dont mind how long you all take... as long as is before our deadline.
Thank u all people and sorry for my stupidness. I couldnt control myself just now. I swear it wont happen again. Prolly not infront of them anymore. YUPS.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
I'm so sick, and i feel so weak. My eyelids are so heavy it will cover my eyes anytime. I feel so drowsy i want to lie on the bed forever. *sigh* Pls let me recover as soon as possible... -_-
I'm numb to everything that is happening there. I'm speechless. Just let god to decide wat will happen to us in 2 months time. I've always pray for a single ray of hope, i hope miracles will happen on that particular day.