Saturday, May 29, 2004
Hey hey!...Me got back my result le wor...So happy with my result..Quite good neh..Heh, don play play ar...hehe...
Anyway me today at band lunch time i go photocopy my result slip which was suppose to be handed in to the leaders. Erm they need to see how "well' we have done..ya so after photocopying i was on my way to 7-11 then suay suay saw the alumni and suay suay they took my result slip go see...They DIE DIE don wan to see how WELL i've done and they only commented on my conduct which was FAIR...Surprisingly, I didn't expect me to get a FAIR for my conduct coz in my lifetime i NEVER get before...I guess is that Mrs You thingy bah...Hmm...wateva.
Anyway...I'm RED...haha..Under the sun for too long so i'm tanned..And today..We got punished by Maja...THAT alumni...THAT ex drum major...He punished us which we owe him quite awhile ago and was punished by him today...Because we cannot do push ups...you know those naggy teachers then he gave us basic and HIS tempo given was so damn FAST!! Is far far more then marching tempo 120 lor...Is i guess 250 ar...SO FAST...If u ever experience it ar i tell u u can die man...And he gave his command so fast we couldn't catch up but u know...Punishment. It was funny marching at so fast tempo...We wanted to laugh but will get scolded...
Haiz...quite tiring today and after band i was suppose to meet up with my family at marina bay but u know how damn far that is...And i changed my mind i decided not to go...
Sometimes, I don't know if i had done the right thing...I might be foolish sometimes...Really foolish...I'm hurt by ppl's action...Ppl's words...I'm hurt
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
Hehe....exam over le orh. So relax le, but-o neh...It will be a tiring and tedious month for me until July 3rd...Coz band ar, gt Grand Final waiting for us..Whew..After that can rest le!! I will be looking forward to that day...=)
Went to science centre today and so suay we are with Ping Yi Sec...A lot of malays de Ah bengs and Ah lians..Haiyo, why must act lian neh...be who you are mah...Want to act, act like me mah...So "guai" hohoho....=x
Donno why today i so sleepy...In my mind there's only a beautiful word that keep appearing in my mind and that is SLEEP..=x
I injured my arm on Saturday...Hit on the metal gate de metal pole...U KNOW HOW PAIN THAT WAS!!! And imagine sweat keep dripping in....Ouch...Now is infected le...Great great...And it is so...so...disgusting
I wonder when will my tongue heals...Is been a month...And it hurts
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Later going out with leng to catch a movie...Hehe...So long since I go out with her le must treasure today...=)
That idiotic Faizah, saw her yesterday and she said she will put me in cymbal on saturday...well TRY IF YOU DARE! See what i'll do to you BITCH!
~*If anyone who can heal my broken heart..That would be you...But why...why you are the one that breaks my heart? Why do you treat me like this? What have I done wrong you tell me!! I had enough of all this...I'm getting tired...Just end my sorrow would ya?!...why....*~
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
I feel so hurt...so lost, so confuse...Everytime I see them doing these to me i will think..."what have i done? why are they doing these to me?" I feel that they are avioding me...i feel that they don't like me...But why?? I never do anything wrong....i never....='( I've been so hurt...people always hurt me...But i don't know why...I really don't...Am i so unlikeable? Am i? am i??
Today last paper...Saturday band.....
Sad.Hurt.Scattered....
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
Hey hey...today ish science and literature papers leh, hehe...no time to finish for literature haiz...sure do badly for it de...7++ marks is confirm gone!! gREAT! Science got more than enough time...sux right? Me just anyhow do...doesn't have the mood...then i just go into my dreamland after that...I lost that idiotic 2 marks because i changed my answer...So STUPID OF ME! hmph!
Anyway...band starting soon...well....wish me good luck yea?
Monday, May 17, 2004
Hmm..Had geography and homec papers today. Guess I'll do badly for homec, I didn't study for it...I concentrate more on geography then homec...
Tomorrow ish...Science and literature paper...Thats nice, i don't have to sleep today le...have to burn midnight oil.
Sigh..Time flies...So fast hor, half a year gone le...During this half year ar...So many things happen...So many sad times i had to go through...so many tough times i had to fight through...and so many happy times i had enjoyed too =) But these are all back to square one again..I have to go through all these craps once more before I could rest...Haiz...oh well...what can i do...I chose this road myself...=|
Sec4s are stepping down after SYF grand final...I'll miss them so much...Don't know what will hapepen to me once they leave...Don't know what will happen to the band...
God...Will u help us?
Saturday, May 15, 2004
Yesterday went bugis to buy my bag then went to city hall...and so damn suai saw Ms champion in the mrt...I still didn't notice ar until my friend told me is that a bowen teacher, i look here and there then saw..How suai can I be man...
Anyway, haiz...I told a ex-member that THAT
she..that sickening bitch maybe wats to put me in cymbal...Then he said if she really put me in in cymbal...He will want me to try it out...If i really cannot the he will talk to her...
FUCK YOU! I tell you ar, if you ever put me in in cymbal u watch out! But most probably not lor he said because of the time ot enough...Just 1 month left and if SHE were to change me to cymbal I might not be able to adapt to it...
I don't care lar...Hopefully she won't put me in bah...
Friday, May 14, 2004
Guess what? My leader says i'm the next person to go cymbal..HAHAHA u know what? If u want to have a lobang in percussion...then try putting me in cymbal!
I hate this! I hate when leaders do this without even asking for member's opinions...For goodness sake we are humans too! Since you are so smart and you complaint that stuck wif snare drum for 4 yrs...why don u change yourself to cymbal instead?
I'm damn fark up with you
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
yUhoO...*sigh* so tire today..not enough sleep bah. No matter how long I sleep also not enough de leh..why har...Ooh...My teeth like got some string tugging like that eh, so uncomfortable..wanted to go see dentist but well, $$?
So stress up...So many things had to be done in such short time :< when can I take a rest? Things just keep on coming and coming towards me non-stop...Every single day there will be something dump on me...How stressful...
Olio Dome...Hmm...someday I shall visit there...visit my cousin. She always working, monday to sunday from 1pm to 11pm now so seldom see her...Don't know how has she been...And my other cousins..All either working or busying with their own things...Kind of drifting away from them le
HaiZ...=|

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great jop your one of the lucky ones.
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Hah, just came back from school. Today seems to be a very long day orh...time pass very s.l.o.w. It just makes me want to sleep...
I wonder sometimes, friends that I've met...is it by coincidence or by fate? Everyone that steps into my life has such a great impact on me but after that they just left me. Whether is it because we are separated by like PSLE or watsoeva they would just leave and never return...Is like above is playing a trick on me...they plan someone to meet me and make me so close with them and the next thing i know is..we are going separate ways?! Haiz....zu ding de mar? Well...like i always say... i can't do anything...=( sad..
Next week is geography and homec paper...Haven prepared for it yet..Don't want like history paper like that, last minute then i prepare...so...
Something happen to my friend...I don't know what thing lor, my friend say can't tell...she says something erm...not very nice happen to her...Well, whatever happens I hope she's alright...=|
Monday, May 10, 2004
Wah...today the maths mock really yao wo ming...I do until my head is spinning already and I die die can't get the answer. Mr Goh says this paper is only HALF the difficulty of the mid-yr paper...my gosh! then that's it...my maths is down the drain.Haiz..And I got back my science test paper...wow..only pathetic 16 marks over 30...Nice seh.
Aiyoyo...I can't imagine when the band resume. It is back to hell again...and it is 2 long months of hell...pain and suffering. But...the rewards are great thou =)
Hmm, seems like things are getting worse over here...Is it me or what? I didn't want to think about it. I don't know what I've said thou, but...Sigh...Things are stirred up abit here and there and is hard to explain hard to clear up the mess....Let fate decide for us bah...There's nothing i can do..If we are really meant to be together i believe the gossips and the talks won't have effect on us...But if we are not meant for each other...And the gossips and talks could just separate us, then just let it be.
Let fate decide...That's all I can say..=| By the way, you have been a nice girl...
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
Sometimes, I'm just so damn fark up with the things happening around me...Is like going against my way.
The world is so unfair....so...Argh!
I wanted to leave..wanted to go somewhere which i will have no worries...nothing for me to think about..no exams...no schools...Even if is just for awhile, I'll be so contented.
Is exam period le...so i might not be updating it....even if i do...it will be just a short post. =)
*chilled* i'm so cold.......