Wednesday, October 27, 2004
haix...suay ar...me fall sick again...having a really bad cold. coughing + sore throat. I din go school today...but not becos i'm sick but becos i'm lazy and tired. exam over le mah...go school for wat..waste of my time.
Tok about exams...i get back all my results except science...ok la..i accept my results...quite satisfied. So now, waiting for my posting results...haiyo i wana be in the same class as my frens...i don wish to get separated with them...
eekk!! u sux to the CORE!! u think u very big ar?Pls la, stop being so unreasonable can!!?? u are getting on my nerves u bloody idiot! i..not is WE had enough of you! stop 'strolling' around as if u own the whole place!! U don have to walk around the whole place and use that disgusting eyes of urs to look at us then shake ur head! Don think too highly of urself!! And stop shouting at us with no reason!!
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Don come back la u! u think u can play better than us..come on la...u noe wat about ~~~!? stop saying wat this is the worst u ever heard...stop being extra here lor! we don need ur comments! we don need u to come! u only noe how to criticise so just fuck off!! u are so damn irritating...ARGH!
i really hated them...why are there such HUMANS in this world!? this is a total disaster...
gosh
wadeva
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
exams are finally over...should i be happy or sad? happy that i can finally take a break...sad that my results will turn out BAD...
the science paper is killing me...i'm already stuck at the first question...and for the rest of the paper? i'm gonna flung it badly...the maths paper too...i'm completely lost. there's not enuff time to do...and the questions ain't easy at all...this two paper sux to the core. why must it be on the same day...
hah hah...tell ya...my dnt, is gone case. i assure that 20 marks are flying everywhere...know the joints joints thingy? i write rubbish...the teacher is gonna laugh his/her butt off...
geography...also crap...especially the map reading part...haix...i hope for a borderline mark...at least a 50 coz i wanna pass for my every subjects.
history, i purposely elaborate very long and i make it very naggy...i turn one big round and repeat the same thing again...how idiot can i be.
english...is nothing to me...coz i noe no matter how much effort i put in. i will never exceed 60...so...=x
literature...one essay question is 25 marks...it looks so scary to me...i write very long...but if u read it...is still the same thing repeat again and again like those in history...i told you...i'm a total rubbish...fark.
on 29th october i'll be in hell...coz is the day i'm getting my results...i'm not going to be surprise if i cant get in to the class i wanted to. wadeva is it gonna be....pls don let me fail any!! meanwhile...let me relax myself a little...yawn..
gosh...finally i can get a proper sleep...
Saturday, October 16, 2004
i think i'm going to go crazy soon...exams and exams...is like we are born for exams...
i hate books...i'm really very tired studying all this while...just because of streaming to a particular class, i worked so hard, they worked so hard. i don think i'm made for study...i don think i can even go through my nxt 2 years in bowen...especially when there's some *toot* band practice...i cant really cope with these two..i noe i'm not the only one..but i'm really stucked. so stuck in the middle of nowhere...monday will be history and art...i haven memorise my history yet...i haven start on my dnt i haven revise my geography. i din even start on my science...i tell ya i'm gone case. maybe i should jus leave this fucking damn bloody school with that torturous cca plus some idiots...i should leave and maybe i could be a roadsweeper in the future...=x
stress...am i overstressing myself or wat? why am i blogging here instead of studying...
rubbish.
Friday, October 15, 2004
3 words.
i h a t e y o u...
s u x.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
and so today is tuesday...a typical normal tuesday except that today...my mind is completely
BLANK..is so darn blank...especially during mock exam...i cant get my brain functioning...i don even noe wat i'm thinking...and not-so suprisingly i din finish...both paper 1 and 2. so one word...i'm gonna
FLUNG/K it...yes..that is the word.
i came home...and like wat i always do...i slack...oh i love to slack..who dont? lame. anyway...after that i went to bathe...came out with a more
refreshing mind...it always feels so good after a bath...oohh...
hmm...thursday will be having literature paper..lit...it is so boring..with all those chim chim cannot understand word floating and flying everywhere...see le my eyes also pain and after lit..friday will be english. haix...and nxt week...everything...all the subjects coming within
3 days...that is about
6 subjects...the school is
nuts. Actually i'm not having those exams mood whereby i will feel scared and 'excited' ..i'm actually having the mood after exams...i keep having the feeling that exams is gonna over soon..why? and wat if the day when posting results come out and i gt to a not-so-gd class...or worst i drop to na...wat will i be nxt?
dead meat.
cross my fingers and pray hard.
i will work hard i promise...
Monday, October 11, 2004
yesh! yesterday night i finally bought something that i always always wanted...hoho..my
N6230~ wahaha..i feel that i'm in
heaven...so lucky...at the same time...my savings are all gone too...haix..keke..kor also bought the same fone but different colour...heh...mr father..there's no way u gonna change fone with me..heh...don even think about it orh! hehe...
went
yoshinoya with my brother..and so coincidence i saw
hui leng and
mel there! haha...so you yuan wor...ahem..anyway..i ate my lunch then i go buy something with my bro and went to find them. Study there with them until ronald came...stay there for quite awhile..then mel and leng wanted to go back for
night study...9pm then end..if is earlier i might go..haiyo..but too late liao sho me come home...
now, i don feel like studying...don feel like touching any books at all...i wanna
SLACk...
Saturday, October 09, 2004
right, chinese paper has come to an end! whooho~ now needa prepare for 8 more papers..
woke up at 11.30++ today...actually i woke up at 4 or 5am+ coz i keep having the feeling that i need to go to school...then i was like quickly wake up coz i tot i'll be late for
"school" and then i realise that today is saturday..i've gone
mad. so i continue sleeping and i woke up again at 8.50 am...went to toilet..go back to my cosy bed and slept again. woke up...have porridge...jie cook whole
HUGE pot of porridge...
scary sight.
anyway..finish eating...watch tv and then i feel like studying but like no motivation to do it...sit like one
dumbo on the bed...i feel so weird...i feel like studying..and i dont feel like studying...stupid feelings...in the end i get my butt off the bed and go study. Do those revision papers given by azlan and ah goh...do until i so pei ceh...so i took a bath..tot i will have a
clearer mind and i'll feel betta..but i feel worst..din have the mood at all...even when my
cousin came..i din realise it at all...i tot it was my brother's fren..until my mum came back and he call my mum yi ma then i go see who is tat...haha...so long no see him liao...still as
tall as ever...guess i'll spend some of my holidays going over his house stay...i nv go his house for almost
a year or so le...since ah gong pass away...haix...anyway...he came and use the com for his...wow..
2000 words report...do until he die ar..=x hmm...time pas so fast huh...about 1/2 more year he will be serving NS liao...
and his brother..which is also my cousin...i din see him for
soooo llooonnnggg..... i think gt more than a year liao...he din have the time coz he working and studying, at the same time..i din have the time coz i'm busy with school and band...well...must find time to look for him~ hmm...at least i still gt hang out with my another cousin, arily...o.O
dirty house...vacuum...and is
clean! i never vacuum the house for...
2 weeks...can imagine how disgusting the house can be? i mean my mum still gt sweep the floor...but it is still dirty...at least now is cleaner...
when i think that band is going to resume after exams...i jiu sian zi bua...not becoz of the training...but becoz of some really
idiotic big shot ppl i need to face for 1 year and 2 months...this sux. they sux. i sux. =X
whoa! maksim rawks
Thursday, October 07, 2004
slept at
8pm yesterday and i still couldn't get enough slp...yawning the whole day...
early in the
morning ah goh came in and gave us
surprise test...and obviously i gt stuck in some questions...so i guess i wont be doing that well...=
also...have science test today...i gt some hints from ppl...haha. oops. my file is so
THICK...is filled with tons of
science and
maths revision paper...that crazy ah goh everyday give one...
that saggy...she could talk for one whole period on her life...from a comprehension question she could link all the way back to when she was sec 3...wats wrong with her man...and when she talk...she could actually use that
eyes of hers to stare at a particular person...and that was scary..as if she is gonna eat u up like tat..=x
well, my brother having an operation today...and i don think anyone accompanied him go...sad. is just a minor operation on his hand...my dad was like "u scared? u scared??" haha...like talking to a small kid like tat..
kinda
piss off yesterday...was suppose to go cut hair...i waited for my brother for so
LONG...then we meet at bus stop...waited and waited..din realise that behind 82 was the bus we are gonna take, 88. i quickly hailed for the bus when i saw the no. the uncle actually
SAW me waving like one
monkey there...he
SAW IT...but he quickly
turn away and drives off...am i so scary!? i was so piss off i jus went home...hmph!
curse si that uncle! =xX
Monday, October 04, 2004
i went to toa payoh today...was
suppose to go care centre to repair my
damn phone...unfortunately, the care centre
toh liao..sad. make me go all the way there for wat? nothing. Me and leng went to mac and settle down to start our revision...we studied for about...2 hr or so and we get our butt moving...she bought 2 essays book to prepare herself for o' level... -.-"...actually wanted to go wheelock place to repair my fone...but that place closing at 8pm...i sure cant reach on time one...so decided to go tml with yunting....
slack...slack...
slack...that's the only word i can use to describe myself now...i'm a totally
useless geek. i can put the book infront of me and forcing myself to read and yet my mind is...donno
floating at where...wat the hell i'm doing man...this week is the paper le leh...and yet...
oh man..this sux.
and there's science test this thursday, geography and sci test next monday...how am i going to squeeze so much things inside my head? haix...i wanto quickly quickly
QUICKLY get out of this school...
haiyo...time seems to be passing so
s..l...o....w..........
Saturday, October 02, 2004
so song seh...wake up at 12pm liddat today...whoo...watch
dodgeball...so funny...and kinda
gross too...especially that white goodman...he sux~ haha...
went to heartland mall today with yunting to
STUDY...i waited for her for about..
1/2 hr?? she idiot man..make me wait so long...then we go
yoshinoya study..ya rite...
study...we simply jus crap around and laugh...i cant even concentrate...then lata the yoshi ppl ask us to go coz gt many customer.... we also
ONE of the customer lor...so we go off...go shopping...stupid yunting slapped me until i
knock on the wall...u noe how
pain is that...then we just slap each other...and we chase each other around the mall...
again. that is so
lame...all eyes are staring at us, we like two
kukus liddat...(T.T) so we decide to go
STUDY AGAIN tml...hope it will be a successful one...
Parted at the bus stop...went home...she go for tution...whoa.
wat a day for me...whenever we go out...we will always go back with injuries..aw...
oh my god...there's some ppl singing three lil tiger downstair!! are they crazy or wat? or are they having some singing competition?....-_-....
my mum found a siemens fone yesterday...how lucky she can be? she was so excited lor...she called me ytd when i was at NYP wandering around then she say.."gal! i gib u a surprise hor...i found a fone leh!! that oval shape one...red colour one!" ...-_-" she call me so many times lor...so excited..haiyo...
toking about nyp...i went there...or should i say..i
sneak in la..cox i wasn't suppose to go there in the first place..is not allow...but heng i nv get caught..so i just wander around with my bro's gf...went to her studio...ooh...so big...the whole sch ish
SO big!! and there is so many canteens... -.-" but she say sp is the biggest...wow...i wonder if the ppl will ever get
lost? met up with my brother...then jie
"lost" her wallet...
LOST. she so worried then cry then complain...in the end..she found it in her studio under the chair...hmph! make me help her find all over the carpark...>.<
sicko~ heh...
hmm....counting down...
6 more days to first paper...
Friday, October 01, 2004
today dismiss early coz there is some ceremony for the graduating...so
good can come home early...haha...
went to tampines and study with my cousin...we go
yoshinoya eat then stay there and study...it was so damn
cold lor...i was like trembling there..about 8pm liddat we went off...to
nokia care centre...i want to repair my phone coz the volume button spoil...i have to use my hairpin poke poke the button inside to increase the volume.-.-" after waiting for almost 45 mins...that person say the volume thingy
out of stock! wat the... nvm...while waiting...there's some conflict happening between two boys...one guy A push guy B then like wanto fight...then guy A scold many many vulgarities...i think is becoz of that guy A's gal bah...well...the guy B kinda scared so he like kuku stand there then jus tok tok liddat...-___-
anyway...me and my cousin went off to
starbuck...eek...she so waste man...don wanto drink finish the
caramel iceblend she bought...so i force her to drink...she asked me to help her drink eh..so i helped...me neh...drink so fast until i kanah
brain freeze...argh..so pain. >.< toopid.hah.
Mr soo today give us see his kindergarden de cerfiticate with his photo...haha..so cute...and so funny...and he also show us his primary school report card..wah....so many 90+ wor...smart seh...hehe...trying to show off la...=x
farking lester hit my head so hard... so pissed off ..then i hit him back
HARD...nxt time he do tat again i make sure i crack his head ar...fuck.