Tuesday, September 28, 2004
vandalism..oh man..u guys sux! just small things...make until like the
sky is gonna collapse like tat....argh~ wateva...
azlan tok to us for about...
45 mins...on these things? wasted so much of our time...is a good thing we streaming to
different class next year...i don wanna stuck here with some ppl...haix...
stupid aslamiah...lied to me again...she cancelled sunday's date coz her 'working' date change to sunday....sux man...i was like, so looking forward to sunday lor...idiot.. haha...nvm la...
we went to heartland today..she wanted to buy clothes...after tat...she went to meet
him...hmph! abandone me becoz of him...
is hard having two darlings at the same time u noe...haha...tat's wat she told me...
i haven finish my art eh...tml must pass up...and the
4 1st hand observational sketches we drawing in sch tml will be our CA marks...
sux rite...why liddat one...i sure anyhow draw de...sad...
counting down...
10 more days to first paper...
oh, tat was pretty fast...
Monday, September 27, 2004
haix...tired. just came back from school...was trying to put my mind on
studies and
concentrate on it since i cant do it at home...everyday seems so tiring for me...-.-"
was so fed up with some
jinx...just becox of them, 40, no..30++ ppl has to bring home their books...it was damn
heavy lor...good thing we
smart...we put inside the cupboard and hide it using our art files...sick man...if not becoz of them we wouldn't have to do such things...such a spoiler...argh, forget it.
sux.
asked mr wong when to pass up the research piece for final year...he said on wednesday...
WEDNESDAY!! i din even touch a bit lor...now i have to rush for it...wanted to go library to get some information..but i cant get anyone to go with me...maybe i'll go with my brother when he gets back? who noes if he is free anot...he is always busy with stuffs....
sian 1/2...
wake up today and realise that jie din sleep the
whole night...power sia she...she was rushing to finish her work...you noe, she don't seems a bit tired to me...look so fresh...and while she is rushing to finish her work...my brother was sleeping so
SOUNDLY...like a
pig...wrap until like one
pupa like tat...-_-...
i'm waiting for
sunday to arrive quickly~~
Sunday, September 26, 2004
aw...i want to
study!! but i cant...i feel so
distracted about things around me...here i am trying to fill my head with all those notes and yet i'm thinking about other things...
wat am i doing?? c'mon..i need to
wake up and start revising for my exams le...unless i wanto fail...god...help..called shi hui...chat with her and asked her if she wanted to go study together...unfortunately her mother don allow...so
sad...she always cant go out with me...so nt fated...haha...so i called wei yen...she's not home...guess she went to church le. Then i msg vinnie jie, and she's working cant go with me. so i msg aslamiah...but she haven reply yet...i'm
so stuck at home...i cant get myself to study...
no motivation...heh...how i wish i could just
hug the book and go to sleep, the nxt morning all the points will be in head forever..hah..
ya right, dream on. -_-
went to rivervale mall and had my lunch with my bro's galfren...had kfc..so darn full now...then da bao for my grandma and my brother...send jie to bus stop...wait for her bus and went home. Bro's fren came and do the project...so i can use the com...haix...i think i'll study later...or maybe at night...or maybe i dont...haiyo...i just dont have the
heart to study....how....
chain me to my chair and make me study...oh god.
i sux..
bleah--
Saturday, September 25, 2004
After staying with us for so long...about 2-3 months...my cousin finally going back to
malaysia...he came to singapore to earn money and well he's going home now...it was...kinda sad...haix...cant do anything also...his home is at malaysia...not at singapore..well all i can say is..
Good luck!! haha...
i'm so
sick of her! and i really had enough! she's pushing me to my limits!!! think u are great? come and play it urself..
sickening farker!! i hate her i hate her!! she think that just because she is older than us by
ONE pathetic year she go boss us around...hello?? we are not
idiots! i'm not going to tolerate her anymore! argh!!!!
went to hougang mall with yunting today...thx to prakash, that stupid
jungle song is in yunting's head now and she keep singing it~ saw two band members there and she wanted to sing it to them!! that song is..is so
humiliating...To ME!! i cant let her sing that...i chase her around the whole mall...like two
goondus...-.-" haha...
wat a day...
Friday, September 24, 2004
haha..good news! ah goh told me yesterday that tml is last band practice!! then jiu stand down le...
so happy so happy...=D..today suppose to go out with
aslamiah de...but so suay she needs to take care of her sister so we cant go out...haix...sad. stay at home so boring...study study then play computer...
shen huo zhen wu qu...=x must add some
spice to it...if not i'll bored to death man...
ooh!!
ms ng is so damn
pretttyy!! she is so
cute...whoo~ but too bad she's leaving next week le...she told me she is going to melbourne* to further studies..she doesnt want to be a teacher cause it isn't as easy as she thought it will be...haha...well, good luck to her orh~
stupid saggy!! is not as
ONLY us who is speaking chinese in her
farking lesson lor...almost the whole class is speaking lor...why must she always pick on us!!! and is always me and shi hui kanah...last time also me and shi hui...don like us, say la...sux sia...i
HATE her!
counting down...13 more days to first paper...oo...must start revision lo...me haven started yet neh...
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
wat the...ah goh says
4th october then stand down! wat the fark man!! i'm not going one lor..my maths hor...cannot make it liao lor...i got back my test paper and i got
23/40!! sux. somemore ah goh lectured me...
tears just keep filling my eyes...so
heartbroken..i din mean to do so badly de mar...i just don really noe that particular chapter well enuff...but i did my best...i really did...
i wonder...wat will happen if this mark was my final? waah....
no no....no slack...
slack no more....no such word as slacking in my dictionary anymore...not until my exams is over...me very worried....haix.
oh...i gt dark circles again le...this few days i don get enough slp...why har? i slept at 8 pm i also not enough slp...*sigh*
life sux...argh!
Monday, September 20, 2004
i am so god damn sleepy...my eyes is like going to shut down anytime...Especially during literature...i hear mr michael talk like as if i'm listening to a
lullabye...i am so
TIRED!! argh!
After school we have maths test...and i guess i wont do well...coz i don even noe wat i'm writing about...Blehx..i don care...i was in
sleeping mode this whole day...
Went to study area after that...done my science homework..get back to class and put my textbook...cox is so heavy and i din wanto bring that home...then do my maths...then went home together with eling, farhan and shawn...
i have a terrible bad hair day today...i looks like a
lion this morning...even when i have washed my hair...it looks so horrible...or shuld i say...my hair looks terrible everyday...i should get myself a wig someday...
Counting
17 days to final year exam...wat is the first paper?
so fast huh...exams coming liao...
but time seems to pass so slow in school...? -__-
i guess i need to sleep
one whole day then enough...
yaWnx...
Saturday, September 18, 2004
band band band..
HELLO??!! exam is around the corner! Are we going to stand down??!! Our exam is coming so why are we still having music theory instead of let us study??!! U guys train us so hard...for wat sia??
ARGH!!!
I'm trying to find a time where it will be quiet so tat i can study...a place which is comfortable for me~ haix...
8 october jiu exam le...i gt this feeling tat i might not do well...(T.T)
sux...
Maybe is meant to be like this or maybe u guys just trying to run away from the fact...but tell u...wateva u do, it wont make a difference...so save up ur energy and get ur butt out of here coz i dont need u!
Friday, September 17, 2004
Just came back from
heartland mall..Wow~ there so many things wor...heh...i nv go there since...i cant remembered...almost got
5 yrs liao...this yr i got go...once...and it was like..i went in then came out...-.-" there many many things eh...hmm...my nxt shopping spot on my list. =p
tomorrow..gt band..so sian...go there just to study...might as well let us stand down lor...stay at home study even better....at school with all my
wonderful frens around me...i will just chat non-stop...so wats the point of having "grp study" lor...it doesn''t work on ppl like me...haha...At least at home...even thou theres computer and television and my cozy lil bed...but i will study and the stuff will get inside my head lor...haix...faster stand down nar...>.<
anyway...have lots of fun going out with my frens...i'm lot more
closer to my band mates than my classmates...i wonder why...
oh thanks melissa and zx for helping me on my art!
thank u thank u....without u all i guess i wont able to finish it...thx guys!
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Just came back from school...Siao eh...
5 periods of science..last 3 periods then after school 2 more periods...want me to die lor..So
looonnngg! exams coming lor...still got few more chapters haven cover yet. Haix, and that science test hor, i'm gonna flung it le la..i donno wat the hell i writing eh...-.-" wateva...
trying my best not to
doze off during silent reading period...if not if
mr michael 'strolling' about and saw it...i'm going hell...my fren kana by him...and ish very very the scary lor...Actually, he shouldn't do tat...He's like frightening the person tat is sleeping...And i heard from many ppl tat if a person is slping..u shouldn't give him/her a fright if not tat person will die...coz heart attack ar..or some sort like tat...So...if u want wake ppl up...must be
gentle..hohoho...
Aiyo...tml must pass up the art thing for final year one...me haven even started...I don even know where to start from...
sian zi bua...2 days for us to do...it seems so short for me...=p
life with u around is good...is even better without you~ wahaha
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
I got my Art final year exam de title le...Got 3 titles for us to choose from...Growth, Our hands Our hope and Explosion...I wanto call
melissa har...then she har..
NEVER pick up the fone leh..hmph! then second attempt i call..she pick up...then like wanto die wanto die like tat...she slping ar...then waken up by me..paiseh paiseh...heh..thx for u help hor!
muacks~hehe...
Oh phew!! wats that smell...eek..i'm
suffocating ..-_-"
My brother bought a new monitor...so
coOl seh...
grey colour one..but the CPU is so out of place...everything all dark colour except the cpu..white color one...tml gt science make up lesson...she better don make us wait for nothing like wat mr michael did ar...tat mr michael ar..say wat gt literature make up class at 2pm..in the end we wait for him for 45 minutes lor...he still never come coz he is busying scolding student(s)...wat the...then in the end we went home...sick leh he...so
dua pai..
blehx...
my junior go belly piercing!! so pretty~ but so
expensive..$60 lor...jus for one hole on the belly...so not worth it...come lar...next time i pierce for you..using hole puncher...
wahaha...-.-"
Monday, September 13, 2004
Never go school today...Yesterday do my homework until 2am...then sleep 3hrs and 45 mins wake up again...Too tired so i decided to
pon school and continue to sleep...Today gt science test eh i think...haix..tml go school must take the test alone...=( i feel so..
guilty? not to go school...is like..is my fault for doing the holiday assignment last minute mah...then still don go school...Ah..forget it man..
wats done is done..hoho...
anyway...yesterday my dad brought us out...then we went to a place called
Horne Rd...Horne??!!
horne =/ horny? funny seh...wat a nice road name...and then still got wat mayo rd..tyrwhitt rd...all sorts of funny name...ok...there's one S11 located at the horne rd there...The western stall...
NEVER EAT FROM THAT STALL! the food is totally horrible lor...it not only looks horrible it also taste terrible...overall it
sux! my dad still let me and my brother buy from tat stall when he knows the food is not nice....-.-" so awful man... actually my father says that there only few stalls is
"edible"...sux lor...then my mother, my father and my brother's girlfren all buy those
"edible" ones then me and my brother like suffering like tat...Eek..me never want to eat there again...T.T
My uncle is finally getting married! i wonder i should go anot...
Malaysia eh...so
far...but is bad not to congratulate him thou..but is on october 4th lor...my exams on the 8th leh...
haiyox...
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Haha...i today really went
crazy man...after band me, aslamiah, eling, farhan and shawn..we were like
crapping and
laming around all the way sengkang...we actually walk there until we cannot tahan then we take bus to compass point..man..laugh until my stomach pain..wah if everyday we were to laugh like this...i can laugh till tired arh...-.-" but i feel so good...like all my
worries all gone like tat..
so tired..today at band during concert time...i so so no life..my leg also so wobbly already...stand all the way till band end lor...oh..i haven done my
homework yet..me printer no ink leh..how to print?? Monday must pass up already lor...sho suay..
...i want my
6230...but me save 2 months already...$200 also never reach...i think by the time i gt the money...the fone already outdated liao lor...-_- waah...
Friday, September 10, 2004
Whooho~ me went to
escape today with my primary school frens...
Kaixin, vanessa, chi yong and
kakit...there's suppose to be more ppl going de lor...then in the end they cancelled it..aww...Anyway..it was fun..and really exciting..i tell ya my
heart going to jump out le...all the rides we took all those "scary scary" type one...And there's this new ride called '
flipper' and tat's the last ride i took before i go off...it is so...AHH!! it seems like turning so slow when u see ppl play..but u must experience it urself then u noe how
powderful tat ride was...i tot i was going to fly out...i'm not gonna take tat ride again...(T.T)
After tat we went off..the guys said they wanted to go arcade so we separated from there...I went to my aunt's coffeeshop and kaixin and vanessa went home...
have my lunch cum dinner...chicken chop..then waited for my cousin and her fren...After her fren went off...my cousin help out at the stall while i was waiting for her to go home..i was going to her house thou...when i reached her house..heh..i decided to go home...called my dad to fetch me...
I search high and low for melissa's shirt and her pants tat she has lend me back from valentine's day...my 'good old' mother gave her clothes to her!
Sorry hor mel...in the end i only manage to find her shirt...i will find again next time when i go her house...sho sorry..
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
We are doing formation le! whoaho~ are we gonna perform huh? are we are we?? sho long never perform liao eh...oo..
miss those days..
so troubled...why mus such things happen on me? i wanted to be like anyone else..but i cant..
i can always put a smile on my face...but wat lies deep inside me is a frown..and it will always be there...
"i hope tat he noes wat he is doing...don go on the wrong path...if not..he can nv turn back..T.T
god bless~"
could someone be there to cheer me up...
sometimes...i don even noe if there is such things as frens...sometimes it seems to me like this word "fren" don even exist...when i tot tat they will be around me...blehx..i was so damn farking wrong...they like...appears to be nice to me...but who noes wat are they doing behind my back...oh god...wat exactly i've done wrong in the past tat makes u treat me like this...
maybe i should just hide one corner and make frens with
MYSELF...hoho..ho..-__-
i rather slp forever and stay in my
beautiful dreams...than be awake and face the
cruel reality >.<
Monday, September 06, 2004
Oo...now so late le...kor and his gf both sleeping soundly like a
pig...keke...Use this chance to use the com..
Today me wake up in the afternoon 12+...was kinda tired coz i slept late last nite...Holiday mah...slp so early for wat hor~hehe..Hmm...donno should i go out with eling and frens tml...I don feel like going...i'm lazy..but then again..i wan to go =x...
contradicting..
while tidying my room...i open up the cover for the scented flower thingy...and that cover the..the rubber
melted!! Oh my..that is so disgusting...and it looks like...
cheese..aww..i threw it away and replaced it wif a plastic paper...Ewwk...melted rubber...*gosh*
after that...i went online..played some games..then my kor use...He likes the song in my fren's blog...tat
on the way down by
ryan cabrera...veri nice meh...-.-" he like keep repeating tat song over and over lor... he so
lame..he nth to do then play wif the video cam...and i'm so
lame! i actually join him...and it was so funni...we shot alot of things...my my...so
hilarious...haah~
After tat...jie (kor's gf) came...wah...she say she need to do hw de lor...in the end she go slp...
pig man she...hoho...
was begging my brother to follow me go
cheers...to buy something to eat...then he die die don wanto go...haix...sad...so jus eat anything i can find at home lor...
sho now...ish
12.01am...
tata~
Sunday, September 05, 2004
Morning
wake up by the noise my parents and my aunties made...And i couldn't get back to sleep then. So i get up from my cozy bed..wash up myself...grab something to bite...watch tv...and this last till afternoon...haix..lame
Afternoon
suddenly i remembered that it was my
mummy b-day today...So i did a lil something for her..I helped her to do the chores...Clean up the room...vacuum the floor...Tidy the kitchen..and while doing this...Something weird happens...I felt a bit of tingly pain at my feet...i looked and find tat theres nothing wrong so i continued...Bathe and came out. I thought the pain has gone..but i was wrong so i look again and saw a hair
INSIDE MY FLESH!! how
disgusting is that!!! I use a nail cutter to pluck it out..ouch! tat hurts...and my
goosebumps comes out...Eek..don mention it liao
Night
went to compass point to buy a cake for my mum...and i bought a
hula hoop! hoho...i brought that home..hanging over me...is like...so kuku man...haha...My kor also help me carry awhile...Then he and his gf went to rivervale mall and i went come to put the cake inside the fridge...try out my newly bought hoop..heh...so fun...-.-"
ok..now waiting my mum to come home..gonna give her a
surprise! haha
Saturday, September 04, 2004
Hey hey~ just now got band...kinda tired. In the morning march awhile then go theory lesson...then in afternoon marching quite tedious..The sun is damn scorching
hot lor...like bbq liddat....chao da liao lar...keke...Ahem..anyway...it
ended somehow...
Maybe is not tedious lar..is just that my
stamina is not there...slack alot after
SYF...haix..
enjoy my life now first...
After
mel and
leng's o'level hor...mus really hang out wif them le...So long nv go out wif them...barely have a nice talk wif them also...So after their exams...mus bu hui the time eh...hor~ hehe...
Lub u guys!! wahahaha.
blehx...
I feel so...so...strange
hmm..