Tuesday, August 31, 2004
Happy Teacher's Day!! wahaha....went back to my primary school today...so
sao xing! tat idiot tick me off...i mean..is the truth lor...
sux man. Like my fault like tat...pls lor...u see how ur ---'s attitude before pissing me off lor...Sick man! so
suai~ I don giv a damn le lar...hmph!
Aww...miss my primary school friends...they always my number 1 man...well..some change quite alot nar...the character i mean...But overall still good lor...We meeting next thursday eh!! so excited neh...Hoho...-.-"
Me din giv anything to teachers...Donno why but i primary sch i always spent the effort to make cards..buy presents for my teacher..but come to think bout it...i don think there's a need hor? Hehe..aiyah....behave good good in class and do well in tests already beri good present le lar...
agree?
Finally i going out with my cousin today...So long since we went out le leh...almost half year liao...i wonder how she doing now...heh...must tok tok more...
miss her...wakaka...
...
i'm totally
intoxicated by her words...argh >.<
Friday, August 27, 2004
Tomorrow i suppose to go for the
Zpop concert cos i "won" the ticket in a little game...But because the
"nice" band leader don't allow me to take half day leave and if i were to go at 4pm i sure won't make it on time...So my fren ask if i could donate that ticket to
someone...I sort of piss off not by her but the
person i must giv to...But anyway...i don think i'll make it..so i say if she can go i give lor...
Actually i know that particular irritating annoying bl is pissed...i am too! His attitude wasn't that good lor...Don think he evn fit to be a bl...not that i say i'm good..but there's ppl better than him eh...Anyway...
Band really controlled me lor...Is like...I go out i have to seek permission from band leaders and not my parents..like..
wat the fark!? But this road is i choose one...i cannot turn back liao...
Ah yuan ar! face the reality man!!
Sad...
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
I don't dare to look up...because i'm afraid to see...I don't dare to
think about it...I scare it will become
reality..What's gone into me?
i tried to force myself to nv think of it...But the more i tried to push this thinking away...The more it will come to me. I need to find the
answer...I need to know...haiz...
My left hip hurt...i mean above the hip somewhere there...the stomach region...Is been going on for about..3days? I was thinking izzit because last few days i din take my dinner and have er huai du zi neh? But i'm not having gastric pain leh....so wat izit..I hope it will get better...Coz whenever i bend my body...This contraction of my muscles sort of trigger it and it hurts...
alot!
Got back my history result and is onli 13.5...the t'cher see it wrongly tot i got 15.5 but is actully not me...is the person above me..In the name list i mean...And he tot i got the highest...and gave me the note...Hoho...but me honest i give the notes the the rightful owner...Honest me hor? keke...Anyway...Overall for the whole class...the results wasn't too li xiang hor? all kinda low...Anyway..We did our best though..
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I swear i'll nv take on any any responsiblities again...
NEVER...It sux...
SUX!
wat happen? shucks..It ruining me..
again
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Hey hey!! I'm back-o...This few days beri lazy to update...Anyway...
Today de music theory learn quite a lot of things..but hor...We even have
homework for
music? what the hell...Is never mind la but i find it funny thou...
Last few days...I donno why but i was so stress with stuffs happening around me and those tests that came pouring on me...or us at one go. I need to memorise so many things until my brain like couldn't function properly like that...And i didn't have the appetite to eat and i've got no mood to talk...All i could think of is sleep in that cozy bed of mine...~
Oh and the IC presentation...It was quite good at first when we was presenting...Especially me and shi hui read it today without looking at the paper or screen..But just for that sentence..haha...Both Mr Ng and saggy was smiling and nodding the head...It went on smoothly UNTIL that bear came! He is like keep finding questions to make life difficult for us and the saggy was like picking on us...I was kinda pissed off coz it was going all so smoothly...But that bear changes everything...But hor...Simon did veri well! Really...it gives us a surprise on the way he presented...Is more than wat we expected...I guess we would gain marks on that point coz saggy noes simon is kinda quiet and speak veri soft..and she might be "overwhelm" by his extrodinary performance...wahaha..-.-" It feels good that the ic thingy has finally come to an end...Whew~ we can finally take a little break...
I hope she will never come back leh....haix...i feels that when she isn't around...it will be better off neh...But who noes..some people wants her to be back..Oh well~ But she is like...scold and scold to make us better in marching in wadeva areas but aslamiah is different...She will spent the effort to think of some lil games for marching and will have some award...And we was like..For that reward we will put in our best...Is not only make things more fun it oso like we march in our best
willingly...but faizah is because of her scolding so we march and do things properly...Can see the difference between how each of them took the section...Overall i think aslamiah is a better leader..she really have a good leadership quality...organise things very good..=) but she said she is tired...Is very hard to be a section leader and she don wan to be le...haha...serves her right! keke...just kidding~
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Oh man..u guys out there! me strongly recommend this anime called
The Prince Of Tennis, it is really really a great show! But there's alot of episodes...and the dvd is like so expensive!? So download it from kazaa or other places that will be the smartest things to do..keke..
Tml must go school...sian man..so fast holiday jiu over liao....
I donno if i did the right thing anot...i noe i will regret it someday...Or should i say, i regretted the momment of this thingy happen...After so much things have happen...i knew it wouldn't be the same anymore...I cant possibly just sit and watch and but i cant anything about it too...Why my life is so..Strange? that's the onli word i can use to describe...Haix..
I should take a break...It driving me crazy man
A break..
*Yawn*...Is all i need
Saturday, August 07, 2004
I donno if me has did the right thing...i donno if wat i did will change anything...if it did..izzit change for the better or for the worst? My heart kinda feelin uncomfortable...uneasy...
Why i must come into this sch? why i have to met ppl that i shouldn't noe? When i noe something has went wrong why i don wan to open up my mouth? Why mus i remain silent...Why does ppl have the right to remain silent and i don hav? Why wateva i do...whether i'm right or wrong...ppl will always put the blame on me including my frens...why must i understand ppl while others don try to understand me? Why ppl will ignore me when i donno wat i have done...why must i giv in to ppl and they don appreciate? Why ppl don listen to wat i hav to say..why why why?! I have alot of questions...but who will be there to answer them?
Who will be the one?
Friday, August 06, 2004
I wish to go on
hiatus...but donno shuld i or not...
Today sch celebrated national day..This year no concert...sian neh...then Mrs Betsy Tan was talking about something which leave in her memory foreva when she was sec1..it was so so touching...me almost cried...Me don seems to have anything that leaves a strong impression in me...Doesn't seems to have any...And i guess i wouldn't have..
I wish we go on separate ways nxt yr...i don wan to be same class wif some ppl...So proud...they betta go E1 lar..results all so GOOD..Haiz...
I have frens like don hav liddat...Donno wat i did to make them treat me like this eh...Haiyoyo...Don care le lar...They wan treat me like this...Then let it be lar..I can't do anything also...='(
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
I told ya i'll show ya my attitude...when i din give any u say my attitude sux...now...you'll get it from me!! And hello!? You're younger then me! and ur attitude isn't that favourable either!?Wanna say ppl think of urself first...how do you reflect on the others? U sux man...Hmph!
Me so tired eh...no enough sleep...shall take a bathe and go into my dream world...Haix...headache...
Saw him my heart ache...he makes me wanna cry
Saw her my eyes pain...she onli makes me wanna puke!
Frens...What are they?
Monday, August 02, 2004
I very
sad...I really don't noe what has happen...They didn't talk to me anymore...and i really had no idea wat the hell have i done...why must they do this to me? I wanted to ask them....but how should i start?
Guys...i had no idea wats going on. Izzit something i have done? that i din realise it? Could you all tell me?? I really really very scared...whenever i see you all...my heart jus sank...I feel so heartbroken...Why can't u all spare a thought for me...is not onli 1 or 2 person treating me like this...is the whole grp of you all...have any idea how would it feels like to be ignore by a bunch of frens that u cared so much for? I don want to lose you all...i noe frens i could always make new ones...but none of it is the same ya noe...
wo hen shang xing eh...ni men bu yao zhe yang hao mah...wo xing hen tong. Wo gen ben bu zhi dao wo dao di zuo le she me ni men hui zhe yang...Ru guo ni men dui wo you she me bu man...bu gao xing de...gao shu wo...hao mah....wo bu xing shi qu ni men
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Eek...i think i've hurt my left hand. So
pain and is getting swollen up...Maybe becoz yesterday night me went cycling and i hold on the handle to hard or something....*
ouch*
Yesterday...i tok wif her and things have kinda sorted out now...i feel much more better now coz i longer hav to force myself to
like her...I'm so
happy...wahaha..
...
Finally i have bring an
END to it...
Me getting kinda stress lately...also donno why...Like getting so tight up with everything around me. Wish to have a long rest...got lots of stuff for me to do for me to worry...things ain't getting better for me. I really wanto confront some of friends...coz they kinda made me worried...i'm afraid to lose them...
am i thinking too much? If not...then why are they doing this ne?
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The band is getting even more boring every practices....Hope things will get better...spice up abit..everyone looks so lifeless....the band feels so dead...Haix...