Saturday, June 26, 2004
How many weeks le arh...I'm still coughing, still feeling so sick. Haiz...Syf coming le leh i don't want lyk central judging lyk tat...dai bing shang chang..hehex. Aiyox...Mel now also sick liao she also no voice lyk me tat time lyk tat...poor her. A lot of ppl sick nowadays....the weather lor so bad...Must drink more water...lyk wat my mother always says haha...
Today ar...Rudy came back and he keep saying us tat our standard is low...when the band leaders say we are good or when we really did our best he will say we are lousy but when the band leaders say we are bad or we did not put in out best we just anyhow play he will praise us...Strange huh. Anyway...as long as we noe we did our best jiu hao...7 more days to Syf leh...we really must do our best liao...every minute also cannot waste...Studies just put aside first...After 3rd july zai shou hao le....now i really no mood to do homework...This morning i met my chinese teacher and i told him tat i haven do my homewrok yet...hope he will be understanding...and he said he will. Haiz...Is been a really tough time for us lor...many ppl fall sick and still come for band...This show how devoted they are...Me gt a very strong feeling we will win leh...I donno why also...But i really feels tat we will win...Gt many ppl have this feeling...Can see that the band is improving everyday...keke...Hope this yr we could grab both award back!! Whoo! Jia you jia you!! cOme On boWeN~
Sunday, June 20, 2004
Today me wake up so early, coz there's a performance at paya lebar airbase at 9am. Met aslamiah and we take taxi...Waste our money sia...Go there so early just see a crowd of people gathering outside school coz why? Hello? Is a SUNDAY and it is 6+ in the morning~ We actually fall in outside school...The road there. As if the road we own like that.
Suay suay me stomach crampx. So was kinda struggling for my "life" like that...you know how
horrible that felt? And i was like coughing and coughing.
Well...the performance was not that well done...a lot of people make mistake hoho...that includes me!! Ya..but the audiences like find it fantastic like that...From their expression. Anyway...After the performance i was really struggling at that momment i really want to stab a knife through my stomach seh...Then when we reach school...I'm fine again...Then not fine...Then fine then not...I was like...ARGH.Then percussion went to hougang point outside to have some talk arh then my stomach was like so pain so pain and i'm lying on the floor surrounded by them...Haha...Centre of attraction huh. Anyway then was "dismissed"...went home with aslamiah again and took taxi
again coz my stomach erm ya u noe..
Reach home..Took a hot water bottle and rolled on my stomach...then fall asleep..Then i wake up coz my cough..and cough till vomit...So irritating lor...Like now i'm writing this entry right...I'm coughing..F***! I like want to die donwan to die like that...haiz...XING KU ARHX!
Thursday, June 17, 2004
Even though i'm sick orh, i still went for band. Fighting against my health under the hot sun apparently it doesn't work. I keep coughing and coughing till i vomited. From the morning until lunch time...I vomited everything out till i gt nothing else to vomit. Pathetic me. Why my di kang li so low neh...
And tomorrow got band.Again. And it is stadium practice....I betta don miss it. God just help me through once would ya~ Monday is SYF combined rehersal le, hope by then i will get betta...Hopefully is all cured. Blehz~
When my cousin finally is Free..I'm not. Haiz, is been so damn long since i'm out with her and yet either she couldn't find the time out or i couldn't. Life get so busy nowadays huh...Hope one day we could be out together ya? =)
Time pass so fast...Just 16 more days to SYF. Could we make it or not it just depends on us whether we are going to make it happen...I just got the feeling we will not...But well...Never give up. We will make a miracle...=)
Misunderstandings---
I always make you feel that you are in the wrong.
Sorry
Saturday, June 12, 2004
Eek...I'm so sick now...Sore throat, cough, runny nose...Guess is because i've been under the sun and rain too long. Never go band orh...yesterday and today. Good thing me never go...if not i'll just faint there...
Heard that Faizah...she's back. Haiz...is not that i hate her...but i really don't want her to be back...Things were much more peaceful when she was gone..And now that she is back...i guess things weren't be the same anymore le...Let nature take its course bah...Look on the bright side, is also good that she came back lor...Snare drums will sound louder...k lar...Aiyah..who cares anyway...=p!
Monday i will go back to band le...Even if i'm still not recover...If i still don't go the leaders will scold...So...
See...I took out $80 and now i only left with $27...I wonder what i have spent it on...I needa buy 3 presents eh...$27? where gt enough arh...
I don't like you...Your looks...ARE deceiving. I wonder how many people has been *b|)Ff* by your looks.
Warning to you-know-who = I don't know why are you doing this to us...we be frens with u and is this how u repay back?? You are too much...So this is the reason u became close with us huh..to get some of our "infomation" right??
Just fark off!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
Why is it always my fault!! Why! What have I done wrong to deserve all this? She is already being cold to me and I'm hurt sad and heartbroken enough....U as my best friend can't u understand me? Why must u add on to it? I thought u would understand me well enough...But i guess...I'm wrong...
Why must you pass such sarcastic remarks? U should know that i'm easily hurt by what ppl say or do...Do u noe how many times i had cried because of u? I cried till my eyes are swollen and do u noe why?? Everyone always side u because they feel that u are a "nice" person...But anybody spare a thought for me?? NO!
Why...why must this be happening to ME!!!